I’ll be off playing games now…
I’ll be off playing games now…
shinji crying with his legs spread is a very important part of my spirituality
"Of course what happens to you is important. Why else do you think I’m trying my best to keep you uninvolved?"
He was beginning to grow impatient with the other’s impatience. With a grunt, Kaworu jerked his arm away. “You bring me great happiness, Nagisa. I do not wish for any harm to befall someone so dear to me, so please, allow me to take care of it.”
Nagisa glared as his grip was released, moving forward and grabbing ahold of Kaworu’s shoulders. “And you think I’d like to see harm come to you?! I’m not going to sit idly by, Kaworu. Quit trying to keep me from getting involved, because I already am! You don’t need to worry about them, I’ll just go straight over there and destroy them for daring to mess with you.”
— “Maybe it was.”
Speech became impossible. All Kaworu could do was stare up at his alternate in disbelief, his eyes wide and frozen as if he had just been slapped across the face. And in truth, that was exactly how it felt. Nagisa had never cared for him, had never thought of him as anything other than a warm body to replace his forsake Shinji— maybe it was, maybe it was, maybe it was.
Slowly, the hurt faded from his features, instead replaced with a tired, unfeeling look that rooted itself within the narrowing of his eyes and the thin line his lips had come to form. The hands that roamed his body didn’t seem to matter anymore. The hungry gaze of his attacker didn’t matter, either. It were as if something inside of him had been extinguished, crushed beneath the weight of Nagisa’s words.
Kaworu stared up at his alternate, expression unchanging as he recognized his defeat. There was no point in fighting now; even if he screamed and did everything he could to escape, Nagisa would get what he wanted. He would hurt Kaworu one way or another, so why not take the route that satisfied him the most? Killing Nagisa wasn’t an option, anyway.
The tears that had previously been spilling down the sides of his face dried, leaving Kaworu nothing to offer the other but a look of cold acceptance. His lips parted, a hoarse, “Get it over with, then” escaping him.
SEELE had been right. The scientists had been right. The children at the facility who had pointed at him and laughed as he sat alone had been right. He really was undeserving of happiness, wasn’t he?
I’ll be mingling around. Later hubby and I are gonna go hang with the twins so I’ll be out…
gotta go run errands with hubby
heavensdoll's Kaworu is such a cutie pie (rolls around)
I’ll make some Shinji ones soon, trying to find any dark Shinji pics…
Here are some icons I worked on for all to use and enjoy. Icons are 150x150 or smaller
Warnings: Blood, nsfw icons
"I said stay out of it. If you get involved, there will be heavy consequences to pay— they assured me of that. This time, I’ll protect you, so don’t even think about trying to meddle with this affair.”
"Then damn their consequences, I can handle them! I don’t need protecting, I’m not the one they’re after!” Nagisa tugged hard on his arm, pulling him closer. “What happens to me isn’t even important, just let me help you!”